My condolences to the family. I am truly sorry for your loss. Please take comfort in knowing that the most high God invites you to lean on him for strength and support. (1 Peter 5:7) He also promises that he will not allow you "to be tempted beyond what you can bear." (1 Corinthians 10:13) In a sense God is saying come to him and he'll help you through whatever situation you're going through.
